Dont tell me not to cry.

Please dont tell me not to cry. Please dont say there was no reason why, you dont know what I am feeling or how much I hurt. The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt, You think I should go on with life. Forget about you and be strong. But deep down I am sad and dont want to go along. I dont expect you to understand why, For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry. My life has changed forever you see, And that is why I am not acting like the same ole me. So please dont try and act like nothing happened. Because its changed my life forever. I will never be the same again. Not today, not tomorrow, nor never. The best thing you can do for me is just be there. Just like always my friend. My broken heart is hurting bad, and it will never mend.