Why?

Dont know why I let everyone down,

Dont know why I am never good enough,

Dont why nothing I can do is ever right,

Dont know why I always loose,

Dont know I continue to try when all I ever do is fail,

Dont know why I keep on loving when it is never returned,

Dont know my heart keeps beating only to be broken again,

Dont know why…

All I want is to know why?

Am I a terrible person,

Am I unfit mother,

Am I a unlovable person,

Am I so terrible to be around,

Well Am I?

Am I reaping what I sowed?

Am I getting what I deserved?

Am I really strong enough to take it?

Am I?

Am I ment to struggle,

Am I suppose to be something for others to learn from,

Or

Am I just so unimportant that no one ever notices either way???

I think my heart deserves to beat,

and

I deserve to love and be loved in return,

I think I am setting a strong example for the women who are younger than me,

and

I think I am worth more than I have gotten..

What have I done so wrong??